Not all who wander are lost

I’ve been having a really hard time lately and I am needing to express what’s going on to expel these feelings/thought. I’m not writing this to get sympathy or praise, nothing like that. I actually refrain from saying some things because they are such raw emotions. But I realized by not writing them out I’m not being genuine.  I started writing to help me work through this fucking disease, and to be a positive outlet for my creative mind. By not expressing myself, I am not being true to myself. So if you really empathize or feel compassion for me, please feel free to share; but if you are just saying “kind” words because you feel obligated, please keep it to yourself. I’m writing these raw and dark emotions not just for myself but hopefully show other people out there that they are not alone. Maybe they’re like me and don’t like to ask for help, or call someone to open your soul to; being so open and vulnerable with someone is scary. I’m learning to lean on my loved ones, it’s stil