Not all who wander are lost

 Its 2 am and I can't sleep because I hurt like a mofo but I have a whirlwind of emotions swirling around in me. Chris and I are moving to Seattle. We've decided that it will be the best option for not only myself but all of us as a family. I'll be able to receive the proper medical care and we'll be in a state that actually fits our lifestyle and aspirations. Chris and I are very outdoorsy and love animals and nature. We're happier with that in our lives so Seattle is the best all around choice. Now after my surgeries I won't have to be locked up inside because I'm not allowed to overheat myself like here in Texas. Up there, its nice and cool and I'll be able to venture out and enjoy the outdoors. I am so excited to finally be leaving Texas but also getting the help I require for the rest of my life. Its hard coming to terms that I will be getting surgeries for the rest of my life. But that is my reality and I need to think realistically and what will h